Why is everything so heavy?

i wake up every day and i feel it on my shoulders
i wake up every day and i wish i hadn't
i wake up and i think
why is everything so heavy
i wake up and think
why is my head so full
every thought is a curse
every thought is a burden
i am a burden
they say i'm not
they say don't worry
but they lie
they all lie
i know the truth
i am a burden
and that's ok
i'll just vibe
:)