NF, How Could You Leave Us: Testo e Traduzione

Lyrics
How could you leave us so unexpected?

We were waiting, we were waiting
For you but you just left us
We needed you, I needed you

Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills
But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills
Mama told me she love me, I'm thinking this isn't real
I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell, yeah
Welcome to the bottom of hell
They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell
You say you proud of me, but you don't know me that well
Sit in my room, tears running down my face and I yell
Into my pillowcases, you say you coming to get us
Then call 'em a minute later just to tell us you not, I'm humiliated
I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know
Some lady in the corner watching us, while she taking notes
I don't get it mom, don't you want to watch your babies grow?
I guess that pills are more important, all you have to say is no
But you won't do it will you? You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you
I know you gone but I can still feel you

Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us here?
How could you leave us here?
How would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
Oh, Hey

I got this picture in my room and it kills me
But I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing
Now a relationship is something we won't ever have
Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had?
You shoulda been there when I graduated
Told me you love me and congratulations
Instead you left us at the window waiting
Where you at mom? We're too young to understand where you at huh?
Yeah, I know those drugs got you held captive
I can see it in your eyes, they got your mind captured
Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing
What you don't realise and what you not grasping
That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand
I ain't gon' say that I forgive you cause it hasn't happened
I thought that maybe I feel better as time passes
If you really cared for me, then where you at then?

Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
How could you leave us here?
How would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
Hey

Our last conversation, you and I sat in the living room
Talking 'bout my music and I brought you something to listen to
You started crying, telling me this isn't you
Couple weeks later, guess you were singing a different tune
You took them pills for the last time, didn't you?
They took you from us once, guess they came back to finish you
Crying my eyes out in the studio is difficult
Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you
It took everything inside of me to not scream at your funeral
Sitting in my chair, that person talking was pitiful
I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you
All I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember you
They found you on the floor, I could tell that you felt hollow
Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
You gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
Don't know if you hear me or not, but if you still watching why

Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
How could you leave us here?
How would you leave us? Why would you leave us?
Hey

Traduzione
Come hai potuto lasciarci in modo così inaspettato?
stavamo aspettando,noi stavamo aspettando
te, ma ci hai appena lasciati
avevamo bisogno di te,avevo bisogno di te
non so cosa sia come essere dipendente dalle pillole
ma so cos'è come essere testimone,uccide
mamma mi ha detto che mi ama penso che questo non sia reale
penso a te quando sento quell'odore di sigaretta,si
benvenuti nel fondo dell'inferno

 dicono che il dolore è il carcere,mi lasci fuori dalla cella
dici che sei orgoglioso di me ma non mi conosci bene
siediti nella mia camera,le lacrime che scendono da un viso grico e spento
nella mia fodera,tu dici che ci vieni a prendere
Quindi chiamarli un minuto dopo per non dirci, sono umiliato
Sono in una stanza con un genitore che a malapena so
Una signora nell'angolo che ci osserva, mentre prende appunti
Non l'ho mamma, non vuoi guardare i tuoi bambini crescere?
Immagino che le pillole siano più importanti, tutto quello che devi dire è no
Ma non lo farai? Tu continui a pizzicare le pillole che ti uccidono
So che sei andato ma ti sento ancora
Perché ci lasci? Perché ci lasci?
Come potevi lasciarci qui?
Come potevi lasciarci? Perché ci lasci?Hey
Ho questa foto nella mia stanza e mi uccide
Ma non ho bisogno di una foto di mia madre, ho bisogno della cosa reale
Ora una relazione è qualcosa che non avremo maiPerché mi sento come se avessi perso qualcosa che non avevo mai avuto?

 Perché mi sento come se avessi perso qualcosa che non avevo mai avuto?
Avresti dovuto essere lì quando mi sono laureato
Mi ha detto che mi ami e mi complimenti
Invece ci hai lasciati alla finestra in attesa
Dove sei a mamma? Quello che non capisci è dove ti sei?
Sì, so che quelle droghe ti hanno tenuto prigioniero
Lo vedo nei tuoi occhi, hanno preso la tua mente catturata
Alcuni dicono che è divertente ottenere l'alto ma non sto ridendo
Perché ci lasci? Perché ci lasci?
Come potevi lasciarci qui?