shut up

I should be happy

but I'm not 

my head's so heavy

so full of thoughts

I just don't get it

why is it getting this rough?

I just don't want this

but I still feel his love

And I'm sorry

I'm sorry 'cause

you smile at me 

and suddenly

I'm not cold anymore

and you say 

I gotta be fine

but still, I'm sorry

'cause I can't fight my mind

 

You've got green big eyes 

similar to mine

and as you laugh

they say you're not lying

 and neither do I

when I tell you're special

so please shut up

 you should listen to Hegel